Tuesday, 10 April 2012

Start of a new? life...

well...it has been a while since I have been here. Since coming back from our India trip I have started a new job. Travel Agent. It is an exciting and stressful job. So much to learn so many people to please, and so many places to go. I'm sure I am doing it to have some job security, and cheap trips. It is amazing what one can see in a lifetime, I have yet to see more for sure. Back to life here has been hard, paying bills, waking up to go to work, having a one or two day weekend, and planning a wedding.
Does my life feel fulfilled...not really, however I am in love with my best friend, and I am healthy with a roof over my head. Inside I feel like there needs to be more, yet I am realizing that it is all there, inside me, I just need to clean it and make it feel like a whole. Starting from my soul, and going through the chakras, there is a never ending battle of loving thy self. It seems silly and easy, but how many people do you know that actually can say they are happy and in love with themselves inside and out?!?
I didnt think so.
Therefore, another journey to seek out. Yet this one is a LOT closer to home.

Monday, 2 January 2012

What a TRIP!

Well, we've been back in "real life" for a couple weeks now, finally just got sleep back in order and life is good. It is hard to come back after all the "rollercoaster rides" but it is nice to realize exactly what we have. There is always a part of me that never wants to come home. If it wasn't for my loving family and friends I don't think I would...

The second day back to reality: a lineup of bills, my car engine needed to be rebuilt, letters I never wanted to receive, and doctor appointments I never wanted to make came into reality. It was shit! However, looking at it now these things are things we take for granted; like healthcare, a house, law abiding law!

The world out there is a crazy place but I will never get sick of seeing it all, even if I have to see some of it numerous times. Everyday is a day to thank the world for bouncing back from the mistreatings we have slayed it over time and letting us still breath its air and live amongst its amazing atmosphere and energies!

I would like to quote something I read from a book called, 'The Backpacker' that really says what I felt at the time of travel...
"Travelling. Its like the best Friday night you've ever had, when everything clicks: people, energy, mood, etc. Except it is now everyday. Freedom in its absolute purest form.
It's the compass, not just the little head ruling the little head. It's the natural instinct of following your heart, your eyes.. To move from place to place, country to country, and do what you feel inside, to find out WHAT you feel inside... It's important, vital even to stand aside and take a look from a different angle, to look with a fresh pair of eyes.


"you Only live Once, and when your Dead, you're Dead for a long time!"